Oh gosh. I am so incredibly excited. By this time next week I will be 100% married to Kevin. I am so in love and loving it! I just wish I could be with him now. But I guess I dont have much longer to wait until I can be with him always. Such a nice thought.
We had my bridal shower yesterday which was a fun affair. We played some nice games and I think I recieved an entire Kitchen worth of gifts. I am getting more and more excited to move into our future home for the next 4 months. The first few months of our married life.
Excellent.
I have exams this weekend, and I am going into one with a 36 percent average. Hmm. We will see how they all go. I am almost positive that I will fail miserably. And I have a tough time caring because I dont need any of it in the future. With all this wedding and things, I just dont care about the school.
I need to start caring about things though. I need to get a job in September, and choose a career for the future. Something that I wont be inclined to quit at. I hate school so much. University isnt any better than highschool was. I would rather work every day for 10 hours at McDonalds than go to school for a better career. Why cant I just get a job without the schooling? I am smart, I could be trained. I just hate how you have to have a peice of paper saying that you are "qualified" to do your job. I say you learn best by experiance. Not in the classroom,.
Oh well.
I am feeling a bit overwhelmed and inadequate lately.
But as far as other life goals go, I am feeling happy in my decision to marry, and I am excited to work this summer. This installing job is something I will really like. Talking to people, working with my hands. Beats pens, paper, and teachers any day!
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