.not convinced.

so much for tiny bubbles.

this morning i woke up to feeling this baby doing laps in my stomach. i am still not convinced there is a human in there, and right now it feels like a fish swimming around. a really really angry fish.

i thought feeling the baby move was supposed to be magical! turns out it is mostly uncomfortable, makes my stomach churn, and did i mention that i threw up FIVE times today because of it? i haven't been this sick in almost a month.

however, i am grateful that i haven't felt and 'kicks" yet. just a lot of flopping and swim swim swimming. i am not looking forward to being pummeled from the inside.

i know, i know. i am such a complainer and being pregnant is supposed to be the best ever, but after nearly 4 months... i am not convinced.